Life can be pretty shitty.

I try so hard to be happy and go-lucky. Everything was going just dandy. I was saving up to move out, had a good job, and was just about to start apartment hunting. But life decided to take a different turn.
My car is...dead. It died last night and now it is basically a goner. I mean, I still have a .3% chance it may be fixable. But the looks of it, it will never come back. I'll never drive my baby ever again. Which is super heartbreaking. It's silly, but I connected with my car. It was mine. just plain mine. I got jump in and go anywhere. The freedom was amazing. I drove this car for almost 2 years. It's hard to say goodbye to something that was in your life so long. Even if it's just a car.
Not only do I have to say goodbye to my car. But now I have to look for a new one. Which means all the money I saved up is out the window. My life plans are at a stopping point right now. No apartment, no new job, no roller derby, and no starting my adult life. Which is just a shitty situation.
I am lucky in a way. I still live with my parents, so I'll be able to save up. I have a decent job. So, it's not a total loss. I've been though worse, that's for sure. It just sucks to have such a big disappointment.
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Life is at a stand still for now. I'm happy to have this blog though, it keeps me going, even when life gets shitty.
Here's a picture of a puppy: