Wednesday Rant

I can't believe it's already Wednesday. My plan is to make videos every Tuesday and Thursday and write a post every Monday, Wednesday, and Friday. And it's only been 2 weeks since I started doing my routine and oh my goodness it is so much work! Like wow, people who do this for a living are not living the chillin' life I imagined they would be. I knew I would have to work hard but dang, not like this. I planned everything I was going to post and upload and everything, yet somehow I missed a day of filming and it screwed me up like mad. Like today, I wasn't going to make a post about my life. But I am way too behind to even think about what I originally planned to write about. I didn't want to leave this day blank because I know once I skip a day I will stop altogether. It always happens. Sorry for my rant, I just didn't realize how much work this would actually be. But I am loving it, no matter how stressed I get over getting something done on time.

I'm not sure what else to write about, I really needed to get that off my chest. This is a blog about my life among other things, so I guess this qualifies under 'my life' category. I'm always so worried my readers or audience on Youtube won't like what I post. Like even as I'm writing this now I'm thinking about deleting it and posting something meaningful to my readers. Not that I have any right now. Which is okay, I'm still really new. You know what? I'm going to post this anyway! My blog isn't only about happy things, it's real life! So I'm going to be real.



If anyone else feels like this, let me know! I really would like someone to relate too :) Well, that's my life update. Just a bunch of rambling. Next week I will be on better track with all my postings and videos. I promise!